Goodbyes in Disguise

So the tensions with my kids at the after-school program have been resolved.

I dished out the discipline last week (quite dramatically too - I took away 2 days of activities) and sure enough they had mixed reactions on Tuesday. Some were cautious, others gave me the cold shoulder. But it was exhilarating to see this, I felt like I did things right.

When the time came for me to sit them down and explain, they listened. I think most of them heard my message to them - I respect you and value you but your behavior isn't worth rewarding unless it changes. Things aren't perfect but better.

I said goodbye to them after that. Well, an early goodbye, I'll be leaving the program end of June. I'm trying to imagine life without the daily stresses of the after school program and I think I'm going to miss it. I already miss them.

But goodbyes are hellos in disguise. And though I'm a bit blue, I'm also thrilled about how my life will again, be completely different.