teacher #1: It was shocking.
teacher #2: I got it over the weekend.
teacher #3: I have direct deposit.
me (teacher #4): How bad is it? I think I'll get it today.
I opened my first paycheck tonight, as a teacher working under my new title as "long term substitute teacher". I should have waited until after dinner with my family.
Instead, I had numbers with my bowl of rice.
I knew going in, that the numbers wouldn't match what I'm worth this year. I talked myself through dinner. It's important to do work that you believe in and are passionate about. The compensation or reward is not about the money. I don't train students to run marathons, work six days a week and create edublogs for the money. I love what I do.
Then other voices chimed in. At least your working. At least your being paid. You should feel lucky.
Then finally, reality checks me - I'm not just working. I'm hardly being paid. Career substitutes are out of work because of me. And - I shouldn't have numbers for dinner.
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